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Tuesday, March 27, 2007

Tue, 27 Mar 2007 04:35:52 GMT

NEW JOURNEY THROUGH LIFE

NEW PLACE
NEW EDUCATION
NEW JOB
JEW FITNESS GOALS
NEW IMAGE
NEW CLOTHES
NEW FOOD
NEW AREA
new state of mind

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Monday, December 25, 2006

Mon, 25 Dec 2006 06:12:38 GMT

you're

a traitor.

Sunday, October 15, 2006

Sun, 15 Oct 2006 18:18:35 GMT

Ricki's pretty smile is :]

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Saturday, October 14, 2006

Sat, 14 Oct 2006 06:27:08 GMT

If you were to lose everything you cared about.. are you a different person in the outcome?

Monday, September 11, 2006

Mon, 11 Sep 2006 12:40:38 GMT

columbia?

yes.

awake?

no.

damn?

wtf.

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

Tue, 05 Sep 2006 08:06:40 GMT

loOk iTs NiColAs: THE CROCADILE HUNTER
loOk iTs NiColAs: IS DEAD
loOk iTs NiColAs:
nkc SURF er 1 82: Whaat?!
nkc SURF er 1 82: How did he die?
loOk iTs NiColAs: killed by a stingray
nkc SURF er 1 82: Did he finally get killed by an animal?
nkc SURF er 1 82: haha
nkc SURF er 1 82: sweet
loOk iTs NiColAs: http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20060904/ap_en_tv/obit_irwin_11
loOk iTs NiColAs: LOL
nkc SURF er 1 82: Dude..
nkc SURF er 1 82: You have to admit..
nkc SURF er 1 82: He had it coming.
loOk iTs NiColAs: lol
loOk iTs NiColAs: dying froma crocodile would have been cooler
loOk iTs NiColAs: or a shark or some shit
loOk iTs NiColAs: he had 2 kids they are like 8 and 3
loOk iTs NiColAs: :[
nkc SURF er 1 82: I know
nkc SURF er 1 82: I just read it.
nkc SURF er 1 82: Poor fella.
loOk iTs NiColAs: fuck that nigga
loOk iTs NiColAs: i killed him
loOk iTs NiColAs: he didnt get killed by a stingray
nkc SURF er 1 82: HAHAHHA
nkc SURF er 1 82: Ohh shit.
nkc SURF er 1 82: Nick.. were you swimming in that suit again off the coast of Australia?
loOk iTs NiColAs: yeah
nkc SURF er 1 82: How many times have I told you? Stop stabbing divers with that poison tipped knife.
loOk iTs NiColAs: i was drinking a little

Saturday, September 02, 2006

Sat, 02 Sep 2006 06:51:04 GMT

Me and David will be creating a Rap Group soon..

be watching out for that

Millionaires :)

Monday, August 28, 2006

Mon, 28 Aug 2006 08:46:31 GMT

Ah yeah
This song is dedicated to all the happy people
All the happy people who have real nice lives
And who have no idea whats it like to be broke as fuck

I feel like I'm walking a tight rope, without a circus net
I'm popping perkasets, I'm a nervous wreck
I deserve respect; but I work a sweat for this worthless check 
Bout to burst this tech, at somebody to reverse this debt
Minimum wage got my adrenaline caged
Full of venom and rage
Especially when I'm engaged
And my daughter's down to her last diaper
That's got my ass hyper
I pray that god answers, maybe I'll ask nicer
Watching ballers while they flossing in their pathfinders
These overnight stars becoming autograph signers
We'll all gone blow up and leave the past behind us
Along with the small fry's and average half pinters
While playa haters turn bitch like they have vaginas
Cause we see them dollar signs and let the cash blind us
Money will brainwash you and leave your ass mindless
Snakes slither in the grass spineless

When you feel you have had it up to here
Cause you mad enough to scream but you sad enough to tear

My life is full of empty promises
And broken dreams
I'm hoping things will look up
But there ain't no job openings
I feel discouraged hungry and malnourished
Living in this house with no furnace, unfurnished
And I'm sick of working dead end jobs with lame pay
And I'm tired of being hired and fired the same day
But fuck it, if you know the rules to the game play
Cause when we die we know were all going the same way
It's cool to be player, but it sucks to be the fan
When all you need is bucks to be the man
Plus a luxury sedan
Too comfortable and roomy in a six
They threw me in the mix
With all these gloomy lunatics
Walk around depressed
And smoke a pound of ses a day
And yesterday went by so quick it seems like it was just today
My daughter wants to throw the ball but I'm too stressed to play
Live half my life and throw the rest away

There's people that love me and people that hate me
But it's the evil that made me this backstabbing, deceitful, and shady
I want the money, the women, the fortune, and the fame
That Means I'll end up burning in hell scorching in flames
That means I'm stealing your checkbook and forging your name
Lifetime bliss for eternal torture and pain
Right now I feel like just hit the rock bottom
I got problems now everybody on my blocks got 'em
I'm screaming like those two cops when 2pac shot 'em
Holding two glocks, I hope your doors got new locks on 'em
My daughter's feet ain't got no shoes or sock's on 'em
And them rings you wearing look like they got a few rocks on 'em
And while you flaunting them I could be taking them to shops to pawn them
I got a couple of rings and a brand new watch you want 'em?
Cause I aint never went gold of one song
I'm running up on someone's lawns with guns drawn

Sunday, August 27, 2006

Sun, 27 Aug 2006 04:33:58 GMT

new job..

that means money

which means many things

anyways chiefs won.. i got new job.. i ate subway.. and ricki is over for the weekend.. what more could a guy ask for

Sunday, August 20, 2006

Sun, 20 Aug 2006 06:42:54 GMT

i sit here.. my life is taking another 180 turn and to be honest i dont have any control whatsoever over it.. im not going to be emo.. im just going to be the best person i can be.. and thats all i can say about it.. no need to put 10 paragraphs here.. lets just cross our fingers and hope for the best

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